i hate my lfe !!!

I hate my life,
It just doesn't seem right,
Me being here on Earth,
Me being here on this f*cking planet!
I hate my life,
With problems at school,
Parent arguing at home,
Being told I’m depressed!
I hate my life,
I hate it so much,
Why was I chosen to live in this world?
Why?????
I hate my life,
Everything is made so complicated,
It's like I’m in a time-machine showing me what my future is!
My future is me holding a knife to my heart, and slowly pushing it in, slower and slower because I just rally love the pain!
It may sound awesome to you, but it's not, it's painful to live, to even breathe
I don't want to keep living because it's so painful and it hurts so much!
I don't to live because I hate life so much that I have to block out the pain of breathing!
I hate my life!